Wow! This might be your most vulnerable and honest post, yet. I have hope and belief that you will continue on this path, and hope that I too can also fight this, without blocking it out so much that I starve to death, lol. I keep battling with this concept that I can't survive or help people when my basic needs aren't met. Maybe someday in that society that you dream of, I can do all of my work and be able to make a living that will help me perform at my best. IDK.
If real change requires people to take risks, what would it mean for a straight, White, cisgender male, tall, thin, able-bodied, English-speaking US citizen with class privilege to take risks?